Katherine and I broke up about 3 weeks ago, her doing. As of today, she has a new boyfriend. I know I don’t usually post very personal things to this blog, but I do think this is profound enough to merit an exception.
Truthfully, I still want to be with Katherine, and I hope I can win her back. The odds are against me, my friends tell me to move-on, and I can’t help but feel that this is in some way related to the way I treated my high school girlfriend Emily. I feel bitter and angry, for a variety of reasons, but I remain hopeful.
To those who read this blog, you’ve probably sensed that I believe in a higher power, or a fundamental law. I find this law in the Bible. I do consider myself a Catholic, but I rarely mention it here. The reason I do bring it up today, though, is that, with my understandly mixed and confused emotions, I’ve felt drawn to read the Bible for something entirely different from the law — inspiration. I feel lost, and I find guidance in the Bible.
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I am sorry to hear that.
I had this problem, but I moved on. My ex-gf did the same.
Lost? I understand that feeling. It’s rough that you are going through “the break-up.” And as cliched as everyone makes it, it is truly not that easy to get over and to just “move on.” I hope you find the strength to do so, though… she seemed to have moved on herself.
I understand how you feel, it’s really painful to go through something like this. Wish you feel better as time goes on.
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